What I eat for breakfast!!!!!
Jan 27, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6v0GWDcdZBU

good morning good afternoon good
Saturday good Sunday we we had some
issues laughing host until that old
fellow you said you were proud of me hey
good morning good afternoon good
Saturday good Sunday we we had some
issues last night and we're talking
Saturday so yes I am on Sunday somehow
in the mix of all of this we have become
behind and I don't know what is going on
but we've had some issues no oh my gosh
so as most of you well a lot of you seen
I tried to go live last night it was not
happening I don't know what my problem
was
well it wasn't my problem I clearly I
promise it was not my fault I don't
really know what was going on though but
my live was not working for nothing
although every time I kept replaying it
back to myself it was working like if
there was no buffing there was no
lagging I'm like what is going on so I'm
not sure but I was messaged quite a few
people from quite a few people telling
me that um YouTube was having technical
difficulties all over that it wasn't
just my my particular life so but it was
so sad because I was looking so forward
to it and you know all he had the kids
out I was like oh my gosh this is like
perfect timing
I could go live and I could just
chitchat with you guys and do you
escalate my just my whole what do you
want to call it my frustrations from the
whole day because it was I mean
yesterday was a really good day and I'm
talking Saturday remember I'm I'm
filming for I'm filming on Sunday so you
guys are seeing me today
for yesterday because my footage just
got all messed up that was partly also
why I was just like ah um it was a
really good day yesterday but because I
my phone was having an oil at my
cameraphone whatever you want to call it
had an attitude it was not doing what I
wanted it to do then at one point I
thought that I was filming and for some
reason when I hit the record button it
didn't start recording so I recorded a
whole bunch of stuff and then I come to
realize it did not record anything and
I'm like why why why must it be me today
so when all he wanted to go and take the
kids to go and do something I just was
like honey can you just take them just
take them get them out of the house for
a little bit so he ended up taking them
to Chuckie Cheese which was so exciting
for them so I'll insert some footage
there cuz he was able to get some
footage
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let Hana Hana him
mama defi Latinas
hello Lucy
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Thanks
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Oh Marla
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now
oh well that was really fun and so while
they were gone at Chuck E Cheese plane
mama was home trying to catch up on some
orders along with trying to go live
which was a big fail so anyways yeah
that's kind of how that all ran
yesterday um but you know what today's a
new day it's a great day I haven't
started vlogging for today yet because I
really wanted to just check in with you
guys for yesterday I need to insert my
way in so we will get that
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and I went through some of my clothes I
have some things that are just way too
big for me and so I'm just like why am I
gonna keep holding on to clothes that
are big like to me that's like holding
on to like I understand sometimes people
as they're losing weight they'll just
like box their old clothes up and in my
mind I think to myself because I spend a
lot of money on my on my clothes like I
really do because I either get my
clothes for my torrid lane Bryant not so
much Lane Bryant um the last probably
couple years because I kind of got way
too big for their sizes whose Lane
Bryant technically goes up to like a 26
28 and I my highest weight was like more
than a 32 30
what is it 32 34 something like that I
don't even remember but I was more like
a 5 6 X even going into like a 7 X yeah
so I was really starting to shop at
torrid and women within um but as I've
been losing weight I'm starting to like
the toward size X's size X's towards
size 6 is like getting way too big for
me like they're they're leggings they're
like kind of like falling off of me but
I'm forcing myself to wear them because
they're expensive leggings and I'm not
in a position right now where I want to
go and buy a whole bunch of clothes
because I'm still in big sizes and
they're still workable I mean they're
getting big but they're not like so big
that I can't wear them the shirts have
become actual dresses on me like they
were supposed to be in the beginning but
because I was so big they were actually
like sure it's like in fact this shirt
I'm wearing right now our dress it
actually goes down like a dress now
versus before when I would wear it it
would be like a shirt on me um but those
are all fine because I can still wear
leggings under my I always wear leggings
underneath but um I can still wear my
leggings and my capris and stuff and it
still looks really cute it's just the
shirts have gotten much longer because
they've become dresses like they're
supposed to be but I went through some
of my stuff and like I have some capris
that well I have four pairs No
five pairs of capris um 4x and then I
have three pairs that are 5x the 5x I
put on and they just fell right back off
which is a great feeling
but I'm just like oh my gosh like it
almost was a little a little scary and
then I have like this thing right here
it's really I love it and I'm I'm
debating if I want to depart with it or
if I still want to keep it and just you
know because it's kind of made to be
kind of big but anyways I got it from
women within like probably like a year
ago um it's like a big hoodie but it's a
long one it's really long
it's like made to be like kind of like a
robe I guess you would call it and this
is a I got it in a 5 X um but it's like
you know it's like a hoodie it's like a
jacket almost but it's extremely long so
this thing is really nice and big on me
but um I was like well do I really want
to go and get it you know get rid of it
or do I want to hold on to that because
it's kind of you know it's something
that could be used but reason I was
saying that is you know I don't want to
be where I'm holding on to close that
use to fit me just in case I ever need
them again I don't want to go back to
that reality and so as I'm getting rid
of things I want to sell them and just
close that chapter and not look back
yeah it's sad because like I have
addressed that we paid like $75 for and
it doesn't fit like it really honestly
doesn't fit and so I put it on
um Craigslist for $40 because it's
brand-new basically I think I'm more
like once out of the whole time that I
have it and it's you know it's sad but
at the same time I'm just like I'm not
gonna hold on to stuff that I'm not
gonna be able to wear and I'm not gonna
hold on to stuff just in case I ever
need it again because there's not gonna
be at just in case it's not gonna happen
like I don't I am NOT going to go back
to the lifestyle that I lived at one
point so anyways my rant and rave so I
went through some clothes I got the
house cleaned back up and then it was
nice because all he got home about 10:40
yes I think I want to say um and so we
got the kids to bed and then it was so
nice because me and him just got to sit
and just talk you know we haven't been
able to do that for a while and it was
so nice thank you any it was so nice um
he probably my breakfast sandwich so let
me show you what this is what my
breakfast how much consist stuff and
this whole breakfast sandwiches a
hundred and no 70 98 98 calories I had I
sit there for a minute so it's - um well
it's one English muffin in there whole
wheat and then one piece of cheddar
cheese and then a turkey sausage that's
it that's all my breakfast consists of
um he made one but my kids told it for
me and he's like no you have to eat but
my babies wanted I let them have it um
and then of course I'm drinking my my
morning tea
so anyways um I don't know where I was
that with that whole
convo that I was just talking about oh
when he came home so so nice cuz we got
to just sit and talk for a little bit
and you know it was really nice and I
think that you know between the two of
us I think we're working really hard to
get on the same page with all of our um
just our our goals you know and that's
really important as as you have a
partner that you guys are on the same
page with goals and you know the things
that you want to achieve and you know
one thing that I lack sometimes is
communication with him when I'm needing
a little extra support on his behalf and
when I say support it's not like
physical support it's just you know a
little bit of extra help around the
edges of you know maybe catering to the
kids needs a little bit while I'm trying
to do a little bit of the vinylene um
rather than me trying to juggle it all
and then it ends up in a big ol be asked
of me you know getting frustrated and my
project going down the drain because I
messed up because I wasn't paying
attention and you know it's just but
sometimes I'm so passive-aggressive at
times that I would rather bottle up my
frustration of what needs to happen and
I don't vocal my I don't voice I guess
my my need you know and so we talked
about that a lot last night you know
when there was a lot of apologizing on
my side because you know yesterday I
just kind of I got into a kind of in a
place where I was just bottling up too
much frustration and so it ended up
coming out on everybody that it didn't
deserve to be given to so but it ended
up being a wonderful evening and we all
went to bed happy
we all woke up late every one of us
slept in way late this morning but it
was just something I think all of our
bodies needed so that was nice we're not
used to sleeping in so anyhoo what else
was I gonna chitchat about I am gonna
try try and go live tonight
I don't know how well that's gonna work
I don't know if my stuff's gonna work I
am praying that it does because if it
doesn't I'm going to scream and I will
scream on live um but I'm going to try
and go live tonight I've got a lot of
stuff I have to get done today before I
can go live I have to go to Walmart and
pick up some things that I have got to
pick up I have a couple of more baby
onesies that I have to get done and then
my plan is to go live if anything
happens in between that I will keep you
guys posted even if I throw a video up
quickly saying wow but anyways I am
going to insert some of my vinylene that
I have been doing throughout the last
couple of days anyways there's gonna be
a few days buffed into one so there's
some I finally projects that I've been
doing and things like that just so you
guys can kind of see like what I've been
up to
um along with I will add in my weigh-in
plus I wanted to add in a little bit of
the kids as get away with their daddies
so anyways I hope this video of this
vlog finds you guys well I am so sorry
how everything is just been going on the
last couple of days but I promise you I
am getting back into the motion of
routine what I'm doing
is I'm going to be creating their names
and I can choose whatever font that I
want which for what I'm putting because
I'm putting them on small little stuffed
animals
I want the font to be as easy to press
as possible so that it doesn't become a
jumbled mess and so that's why I'm gonna
try and play with my fonts and see which
one's gonna come out the best so and
then I'm gonna do thinking that might
even be the best font because any of
these I think might be just a little too
you don't want it to be too it's like
yeah I'm almost thinking I think I want
that um now I'm gonna start on putting
the names on these so I have the bear I
have a red puppy and then I have extras
so Omar which one are you wanting ah yes
you want this one hmm
you want your name on this guy hmm okay
so this one's gonna be my eyes okay this
one's gonna be all Mars yes but which
one do you want
okay so we're gonna start with owner
first so I have to get hurt his size so
what I do is I size them up on this
chart right here cuz that's the easiest
way cuz I know then exactly what the
numbers are gonna be on here is gonna
match for this so I just lay his belly
on there I'm gonna say from one to a
little bit under two so what I'm gonna
do is go in I'm gonna unlock yeah this
is the part that I don't like is I can't
be you guys close enough to be able to
see like really what I mean
I can't take one more backup please I
will make Omar's I mean I will make my
eyes and that's for us at the same time
okay I need you to go and play let me do
what I gotta do kay so what I have to do
I hope you guys can see it okay so what
I have to do is unlock it I'm gonna
scratch him up a little bit and put him
in just like that I'm gonna walk it back
up take him to where the corner of that
would be he has to be a little bit under
two and a half or under two sorry so
it's like one and a half so I have his
name there and then I'm going to do Maya
I'm going to do the exact same thing I'm
going to unlock him scrunch him walk him
take him over
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needs to be scrunched a little bit more
these are fairly small but I can make
them as big as people need them to be
that that's like totally not hard at all
but and then I'm gonna do okay same
thing unlock her squish her and I'm also
gonna go up here and I'm going to
ungroup her so that I can move her
letters over a little bit because
they're all kind of just a touch are
over a touch you just don't want to
touch you touching Benson you're gonna
be stuck yeah that works okay so now
we're gonna work back together squish
her down a little bit okay so now here's
here's the fun part
so Oh Mars is gonna be black so I got to
take him up and I'm gonna do him from
zero to one so how I do that move my
laptop I'm gonna move you guys down and
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why and then scissors so what I have to
do is get the black and I'm gonna say
from 1 to right at 1 so I only need
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the garbage the garbage
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yeah no mm no okay so he's gonna be I
don't want him to come anything past the
one because that will mess everything up
so he has to be right at the one lay it
across then the next one is Jeremiah so
I come over here I'm gonna take his name
up he's gonna be on the second line he's
gonna be brown so what I do again is I'm
just gonna lay him right there say okay
he's at the two so I know I don't want
him to be past the two because otherwise
that will mess everything up and okay
and then for Ezra so number three I'm
gonna do the same thing I'm gonna lay
her down and I'm not so much worried
about her her letters I feel a little
bit unconfident here with his touching
the black so I'm gonna come down just a
bit and make sure no no your room first
I'm gonna make sure that no so now it
yeah see hers because she's the bottom
it doesn't matter what she's coming up
to D okay I'm gonna group them together
because when I go over to make them if I
don't have to attach it is what I have
to do okay
and there we're at so okay and then you
have to make sure when you're doing this
that you put the mirror on because if
not it's gonna cut it regular and you
have to when you are doing a heat press
it's gonna flip it
meaning it's got to go backwards why are
we
they're um it will go backwards so you
have to make sure that you're flipping
them otherwise it's not going to come
out right and then you're just gonna
make sure that you hit iron on and I
have my stuff connected to my bluetooth
so I don't have to connect my stuff
anymore
Oh figured that part out that was nice
make sure everything is smashed down
great then we're going to okay so now we
are done so I'm gonna push my little
reject button to cut it off or push it
out and pray pray that it all worked
let's see there's Omar there's Maya and
yet yes it all worked I don't know I
don't think you guys are gonna be able
to kind of could see right there is the
black the brown is Maya and the pink is
us from but you can't really probably
see it very well and you can't see it
when you flip them over not until you
weed weed them out okay so that part is
done in a very quick quick one tonight
just up there for now
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okay so now what I'm going to do is I am
I am done with that so what I have to do
now is okay so I'm going to have to put
my cam bar my light down just a little
bit so I can see what I'm doing I would
love like love pork station I think
that's the one thing that would make
this business so much more awesome for
me anyway but you know what it will
happen when when it happens you know
everything doesn't start out you know
everybody starts their businesses
somewhere see this is where I have a
hard time seen everyone you know starts
their businesses somewhere and some
start in little little shacks you know
so I remind myself of that you know
everywhere everybody when they start a
business you got to start somewhere and
it's not maybe not exactly what you and
think is the best thing but you know is
what it is now what I'm doing is I'm
weeding so I'm gonna use this little
tool and I'm going to weed out which one
is this listens Omar's name so okay well
hold on for right now okay cuz I'm busy
working and see it's so it's not weeding
HTV transfer is not very hard it's
fairly easy it's when you do the six
five one transfer there are a lot more
sticky and then here
taking off a little sit on the egg the
egg the egg and then the center of the
oh and oh and there goes Omar right into
the garbage move honey dropped you I
dropped you luckily it's just a trash
for my crafting stuff I never used this
trashcan for anything but my craft team
that happens quite often things go into
the garbage that I did not intend for
her to be in there now I am doing Mya's
again it's you know when you're weeding
this type of stuff it's very easy okay
Omar Mama's working I need you to go
play with sissy that's why I gave you
those okay I said go play there's Maya's
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now excuse the fact you're gonna hear
the vacuum is clean okay and then there
is so now what we're gonna do and I've
never done never done stuffed animals
before
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I'll flatten that out a little bit once
everything settles but oh my gosh hold
on honey hold on anyways that is it
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but that's perfect you guys hold on hold
on I gotta let him cool off for a minute
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I am so excited like that those could
have not turned out any better yes I
feel so like those are turned out so
good which tells me now that I can do
like stuffed animals so like you know
like you know somehow sometimes people
want like professional like look at mess
over there that is cute huh I need to
clean it so bad it's so naughty um
anyways but you know how like when
people have babies they want like
personalized little stuffed animals and
things like that that say like the way
and all that with the babies no I know I
could do it because it just turned out
so cute I am so excited
anyways alright you guys I'm gonna close
for a little bit and get my kids
adjusted because this little monkey over
here is waiting very patiently for his
little animal Sanjay Space Ranger so
he's waiting so long here's your doggy
here's your doggy Maya here's your bear
so yes I'm gonna close I'm gonna clean
up my area because it is a serious hot
mess I don't know what to do with that
stuff over there I've run completely out
of room look at my my shelving unit is
absolutely a disaster oops I guess that
would help if I shop by heat press off
um but yeah I just I don't know that was
fun that was very fun anyway I'm gonna
go ahead and close my vlog you guys it
is now going on 8:30 and I need to get
ready my kids are being quiet which
means they're probably starting to
and yeah so anyways take care you guys
and I will see you guys first thing in
the morning until then sweet dreams
buh-bye
